Sunday, August 06, 2006 |
hi stupids . TODAY woke up ad 9.4o today . went to church . tat freaking church . i really dislikes going there . i had lost all faith . why is there stil a nid ? why don they understand . they force mi to church . and i promise myself . i'll stop going thr next week . tat stupid place . pray pray pray. and wad the shit do u get ? ya , u'll get SHIT . anyway , i'll be starting work next weekend . aft church , went for lunch . ad 12 . we suppose to leave ad 11.3o but they drag drag . tmd . if i next week follow them to church i comfirm late for work de lor . ass -.- and i was wearin my sweater . and was ad the fucking wet market . tat place is fucking smelly lor . i nearly puked man . if it's nt for my mom i wun step into tat darn place . smelly , wet , dirty , and SMELLY SMELLY SMELLY. eeekkk eeekkk !!!!!! and the weather fucking hot lor . kaos . den my chest , darm irritating lor . so xin ku . really felt lyk dyin . it's a mixture of pain and irritation . it's difficult to explaint . and i'll hv difficulty in breathin when it gets really stuffy and when im fustrated my chest irritates mi even more . and they don fucking care lor . my parents said tat they will bring mi to the doctor . den for the pass few days i ask my mom . fuck man . she ask mi eat fucking leaves. fuck la . crazyness . if cnt affort to bring mi go see doc don fucking ensure mi tat . and i don wan anyone to pay for my medical bills . thx but no . i'll see the doctor once my pay is out . i will . and i wun eat stupid leaves grown outside my fishtank "pot" wif dead fish buried inside . NO THANKS . and scv sucks lor . kip repeating the same show over and over again . stupid . . -.- arrrgh !! everything sucks . im so fucking pissed off . i wan my dardar !!!! arrggh . i'll stop here . BYE mitting ah bel . go romantic . hahahaha ! now . there's something to get off my chest ((: |